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Yup, that's right. This is the end. I'm not going to be active on deviantART anymore. This account will be dead from now on.

I've played with this thought for quite a while now and thought I'm gonna write one last journal to let you guys know. Let me tell you, I'm sick and tired of a lot of things, not only with my current life situation but over the past months I've gotten so many stupid and idiotic comments that are just nonsense (thanks to those who bothered to write nice and long comments on my drawings, you saved my life on here)on a regular basis. I'm too old for this shit. But it's not only that. I've lost my connection with dA a long time ago already...

To be honest, I'm also playing with the thought of deleting this account, but for now, I'll just leave it passive. I've deleted and put the majority of my drawings into storage and just left the ones in my gallery that I don't cringe at when looking at them. But yeah, maybe I'm gonna delete this account anyway in the end. Who cares? I definitely do not.

I'm just so done with dA. I'm done with trying to get more active on this site when it feels like there's nothing here for me anymore. Should you still be interested in following my art (HAHA, good one. But it's partly nsfw, just to be warned) then please go to my tumblr. Although I'm gonna be deadly serious now, I don't draw much at all anymore. I got a freaking full-time job and have to do a professional education on the side as well. It's so so tiring and exhausting. The priorities of my life have changed drastically, so I hardly have any free time. No free time - no drawings, sadly.

Or I can give you my Discord address so we can chat over there, I dunno. ich meine v.a. euch zwei, LittleSakis-Aubade und Kaiserglanz, ich würd echt gern irgendwie mit euch in Kontakt bleiben. Wenn ihr das auch wollt, natürlich.

So please, don't bother with mentioning/tagging me in any posts on here, because I won't look at it. I will not write comments or fav any drawings or do anything else. I won't do ANYTHING on here anymore. So do yourself a favor and unwatch me or don't start watching me in the first place. Thank you.

Welp, I guess that's it. Ten years have been way too long.

Goodbye and stay safe, guys, it was a pleasure.
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Heya, guys~ I can't tell if anyone's even interested in it, but I want to apologize for the lack of inactivity here on dA. I won't lie, I've been way more active on my tumblr art blog. Yeah, sorry about that...but realizing that I've been on dA for 10 years now and looking back at my old art kinda awakes the urge in me to jump out of the window :') man, I wish I could burn my gallery down, srsly

Anyway...I'm sorry that I haven't commented on most of my friends drawings on here - but I'll get to it. Sooner or later I'll always get back to it.

My life has been in constant change since 2017 started. Now I have a new job and in a few months I'll start my new education and go back to school again. I'm finally growing up for real now and I still can't fucking believe it. I'm very thankful that life has given me this chance, but at the same time...I'm so scared that I'll just screw it all in the end. I'm a mess.


I'll try to be more active on here again, starting with dumping all the shit I've drawn the last few months in the next few days. Sorry for spamming your inboxes :dummy:

I really don't get why people on here still watch me like...I'm dead, guys.


Have a nice day:heart:

~Juno
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Or rather, Merry Christmas to those who are not in the TF2 fandom...anyway! hon hon hon 

I'm glad 2016 is almost over, and hopefully 2017 will hold better things in store for all of us. I wanted to thank everyone for their lovely birthday wishes, I was so happy about them! :heart: I had such a great birthday, the best one in years :aww: Thanks to all my friends who made that day so special, words can't describe how glad I am to have you :thanks:

Today and the next few holidays are going to be busy, I'll soon go home to my parents, prepare their Christmas Tree because they're too lazy to do it themselves :'D and celebrate with my family this evening. I hope you will all have wonderful, relaxed and silent night :3

Also, I might apologize in advance, because I'm going to dump ALL my drawings that I haven't uploaded here yet in the next few days - it's probably going to be a lot, so I'm sorry for spamming your inboxes. I just wanna get this over with before the year ends *sorry not sorry* I am a dummy! 

Have a nice day everyone! Santa Clause Christmas Tree Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer 


~Juno
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Devastated.

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Welp, I guess I should apologize in advance for this journal. But a few hours ago I had quite a mental breakdown and was literally crying straight for one hour. And probably for the most batshit-demented reason possible. I'm a pathetic excuse of an adult.

But neverthless it felt like an indication, that I should step back from the internet (social media) for a while: facebook, deviantART and, especially, tumblr... Partly because I've ruined my own life in only a matter of weeks, but also my drawings are fucking frustrating me so much in a way that almost suffocates me.

I can't even tell because I'm so ashamed of it...but why must I always compare myself to other artists? Why do I always feel left out, not wanted, just some fucking idiot who can't draw digitally for shit and therefore my drawings are worthless in the eyes of others... I'm trying and trying but I feel like I will never amount to anything. And it hurts me so much. And therefore it makes me so goddamn angry that I'm such a WEAK human being.

See, that's what I'm talking about. I'm a fucking failure.

I actually wanted to upload some older drawings here on dA that I've first uploaded to tumblr, but I just can't right now...I will upload one last picture tonight though, then I'll be gone for a while. I need some time to breathe again.

I am sorry.
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Huhu, guys :dance:

I can now finally announce that I've got a freaking Art Only Blog on tumblr pour the champagne It's been up for at least a week now, I was checking if everything is going well, and if tumblr messes with my tags again - I think it didn't, at least anymore :la: Apparently, the tag problem solved itself after a few days - whoop, amazing. Still I really dislike tumblr for being so goddamn chaotic...

Well! Here's the link to my Art Only Blog And if you are interested, here's also my Main Blog.
Bullet; Red The Art Blog contains ALL my art (from here on dA to a few sketches I didn't post in the past and NSFW(!) drawings as well).
Bullet; Blue The Main Blog simply serves to satisfy my current interestes - just reblogs, but I also reblog the 'good' fanart from my Art Blog to my Main now.

I had to put up an Art Blog last year because I was selling at a Convention in Vienna - now it's acutally also a good opportunity to stay in touch with friends who also use tumblr, and who aren't very active on dA anymore. Though don't worry, I won't leave dA - I guess hell has to freeze over before this happens I am a dummy! 

I don't expect much from my tumblr Art Blog anyway. It's merely there so I have a place to dump my drawings, even the awkward ones. That's all, it serves no further purpose - I just post and leave, and if people like and reblog my stuff, then it's all good and it makes me happy :nod: I don't expect to get much notes anyway, so whatever

Thanks to the guys who offered me advice and help in my last journal! I really appreciated it :D

Anyway, that's it! Have a nice evening, guys :meow:

~Juno
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